Open Up... It's kind of a personal thing to share, but this year God revealed something to me about myself that really needed to change and that is only opening my heart up half way in almost every one of my relationships, including my marriage. When friendships get to a certain point, I find myself starting to need space and backing out in a sense. I don't intentionally shut down of have fear of being hurt, I'm sure it's more of a subconscious thing. The only ones I feel completely open to with my guard let down at all times are my children, which is understandable because children are so accepting. So it's something I really want God to help me with.
Read More...I love reading and I miss it so much. I always feel so distracted with the kids that I can't quiet my mind enough to focus on reading. I hope to change that!
De clutter and Organize...There is clutter everywhere!! I want to go through this house top to bottom and purge half of it. I feel overwhelmed with all the baby stuff that will soon take over again. I need to get a handle on this before that happens. Plus rooms need to be moved around to make room...but I will make it work. I always do :)
Save for Ben's new car...Last year we saved up enough cash to buy my honda pilot so now it's Ben's turn! I can't wait for him to have a 4 door car and room for a couple car seats.
Nurse Eden for at least 6 months...don't hate me, but I dislike nursing with a passion. It's not a natural thing for me. I feel uncomfortable, pain, isolated, like all the work falls to me and after the nightmare of nursing I had with Kingston (who I nursed through infection after infection for 6 months while he struggled to gain weight) I hardly tried with Weston. I'm hoping and praying it will be different this time. I really want to since I know I probably wont get another chance to do it, and I have a lot of guilt for not sticking it out longer with Weston. Fingers crossed!
if your up for it, I tag
Ashley at Mommy a work in progress
Jenn at Feel that Fire
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!