I feel like I've been all over the place emotionally today but right now I think I'm in a better place...I think.
Our weekend wasn't what I was hoping for. Instead of going to the movies and the beach we went furniture shopping. I disliked it as a kid and I still do. We bought mattresses and I ordered Kingston his new bed. I have woken up the past two days actually feeling rested. I guess getting a new mattress was worth it.
I've been so anxious lately about moving. I want to put my boys in their own room until they are a little older and I want no stairs because weston has started crawling a little. Just a few strides here and there but it's coming annnny day now. I want a backyard for Kingston because he needs to burn that energy. I'm tired of feeling cramped and cluttered and going nuts cleaning the house for every showing.
The bank gave us the go ahead to move out so as soon as we find a place, we are. I feel sad and happy and nervous and excited all at the same time.